Summary of 2014 for me.

I have gone through so much, my mental stability was truly shattered and broken and torn apart. I met a boy, and i have to admit he helped me, he gave me the ‘tough love’ shit but he broke my heart i fell for him so hard, the minute i saw him i knew i was hooked. As much as i hate him right now, i’d do anything to have him in my life in some way. The thought and feeling of loosing him forever gave me a bit of a wake up call, when it was all fresh and raw, he made me want to quit my job of 2 years, to move away to just end everything i was in a dark place. I’m slowly pushing through, i’ve finally come to some sort of acceptance with myself, i know who i am and i wish he could have seen the good side of me and not have to deal with always having me sad and angry and upset, and never being able to joke around with. 
I know i’m not a super model, i know i’m not pretty, i know i’m not skinny. sometimes i’m not nice, i’m not kind i’m not giving or forgiving i can be a bitch and sometimes i can be sad. But i just wish he was around to see me over come it all, and really be apart of it. 

This is me, this photo is one of my favourites of myself. 
I’m getting there, i’m doing my best. I wish you knew and saw it.

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"I wish it hurt you too."
My first six word story (via jennayliu)

"When they broke up in 93 he wasn’t acting like Johnny anymore.. It’s almost like Winona took Johnny’s soul, Johnny’s love." - Tim Burton
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"I want to be with you,
it is as simple,
and as complicated as that."
Charles Bukowski  (via forlornes)
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"People don’t change. Their priorities do."
Unknown (via stevenbong)
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There’s a difference between somebody who wants you and somebody who would do anything to keep you.

Remember that.

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asvprock:

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andro-saurus:

rngnightmares:

THE CAT RETURNED THE KISS
THE CAT RETURNED THE KISS
OH MY GOD

best gif on the internet